It was March 2024, and I was in Jaipur for a story when my father called. “She’s gone,” he said. “She died.” His voice broke. It made no sense; I’d seen Masi, my mother’s sister, a few weeks ago. She died by suicide, Dad explained, and left a note to him, my mother and my grandmother.
I watched my tears dot my olive green t-shirt and began doing the math. It would take me a day to get back home to Mumbai, another day to get my grandmother in Delhi, and another to fly to Kenya, where the funeral would take place. But first, I’d need my passport.
It was at the Irish embassy, where it could be held for up to 15 working days, waiting on a visa. I hung up with Dad and called the embassy, where an automated voice message said I needed to send an email for all visa-related queries; I wasn’t going to make her funeral. My throat closed.